a phone, a changed life

Out of sadness, i bought myself the G1. I am not any happier, but i feel like im better than people who have iphones.

Making it and faking it.

My grandmother died today. She was my last surviving grandparent. In mourning, i got bangs.

The more you want the less you have

I am the best at coming up with ideas, and the worst at following through. I am great at shooting myself down, and convincing myself I can never do anything. 

How will I ever get out of this circle?